`My journey of Complex Complications and Happy Happiness

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Today, my boss was confirming with me taking this sat off.. and this fucking idiotic sickening woman have to come and kpo and say that means i will take 2 consecutive sats off..
But too bad!! my boss agreed to let me have my way..
Whats her problem man...
I am not even assisting her...
What the hell.. i am like starting to get so exhausted this few days le.. and she dont want to let me get off on a sat when she has been slacking all the while..
come on man.. bloody hell u have alt sat off okie..
want to work me to death..
one dont want let me take off, the other one gave me an impossible deadline.
what the hell i am going to show you man!! dont think i am a good-for-nothing slacker who keeps going to the washroom...

irritate me somemore...

Published at: 10:26 PM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Finally started auditing on the car loan... cars again!!!
But at least its something i am a bit familliar with.. and my worst fear have come through...
I have to use the financial calculator!!!!

Hahaz...
Btw i have to say thanks to the two baskets!!

Published at: 9:19 PM

Friday, November 19, 2004

Horoscope for Friday, November 19th:
Sagittarius,Saturn forms a trine with the Moon today, favouring issues of the heart: something will make your heart beat faster. On the work front, you'll be obliged to act as mediator to help an acquaintance overcome a problem.

Motivation left..

So sads.....

Published at: 7:21 PM

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

I was disappointed today. Very disappointed.

I think i am falling in deep.. way too deepp...

Published at: 8:41 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Cellular is a superb show. Its the nicest show i've watched in a long long time.. So wonderfully nice.

Go watch it guys!

Published at: 1:52 PM

I feel so lousy. Why am I doing this? I am sick of myself. I feel like shit. I feel silly. Life has no meaning.

I feel I have nothing left. Absolutely nothing. Nothing at all.

I am getting big-headed. I am too confident. I am just a piece of shit I am nothing. Nothing at all.

I hate it.......................................................

Where are all of u when i need u?? Friendship is about me being there for u and u disappearing when i am at my lowest??
Sometimes i feeel friendship is a one-sided thing.

I dont know whats wrong with me. Do u?

Published at: 1:51 PM

Friday, November 12, 2004

Does it make you so happy to see me miserable?
Does it make you so happy to see me sad?
Does it make you so much happier to see me die?
To see me suffer? To see me fail? To see me sad?
Is that what u want?

Whats your problem? You are so different now. Maybe i knew it long ago but i just DONT want to believe it, DONT want to admit it. I am deceiving myself. I dont want to believe what others say. But NOT anymore i am not going to go on lying to myself. Just what is your problem? There is nothing about you that doesnt disgusts me anymore. Everything about you irks me to the maximum. I am sick and disgusted of you.

I have seen through you thoroughly!! You may not realise it, but more people sees the real you than you can imagine. You are not the perfect person in everyone's eyes as u used to be anymore. No one will be envious of you.

You think i cant do without u? No way. I will be happier without you.

I just want to tell you... It wouldnt be the same anymore.
Goodbye!

Published at: 1:26 AM

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Met up with karen, mary and tab yesterday at orchard. Karen knocked off at 730 so i met mary and wandered around HMV chit chatting all the way.. Didnt think i would have much in common with mary but we hit it off so well right from the start that we were basically talking to each other throughout the whole dinner despite the fact that we were separated by a piece of wood.. Hahaha.. karen.. i know u will laugh when u see this!! wuahahaha

After dinner, mary went off with her friends to zouk, left the three of us. So we walked to mc cafe and watch the people going to china black. Singapore has quite a fair bit of weird people. One table of guys were eating halfway before the friends actually introduced his friend!! Hahaha we burst out laughing when we saw them shaking hands after sitting there for half an hour!!!! Then there was this 3 guys. One of them had an average haircut, one of them had a crew cut or skin head, and one of them had VERY VERY long hair. If u have a vivid imagination, i think u will LOL..

I discovered a lot of i-didnt-knows after the dinner. Tab needs a little bit of warming up before she starts yakking and laughing non stop. But after she warms up, wow! haven seen that side of her before.

It was very meaningful to meet up with them especially after we started work. The feeling is very different from seeing them after school.

Published at: 11:50 PM

My horoscope for wed:

Sagittarius,Today the Sun is in the Fifth House and this is favourable for your emotions. So, you will have a great time. You will be able to share this evening with the right person and your friends. In work, some good news will cheer you up.

How very true!!!!

Published at: 11:58 AM

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

I feel weird and funny... Its as if i am an invisible ghost..... whats wrong with you?

hopefully i can go back tomorrow... or should i?

sigh.. i am tired.....

Published at: 7:35 PM

Monday, November 08, 2004

A short but tiring day at LKN building. The people there were so hostile towards us when they heard we are auditors from eastgate. I had a busy time watching behind my back.. hehehe kidding lah.. Anyway saw wei liang but no pinky and mac. Saw eunice's bangkok bank nearby. Its rather cool working in that area with all the buzz buzz and clip clop of high heels during rush hours!!

Sigh i cant wait for sip to end. Auditing is not fit for a human's job. I have never been so tortured and tired in my whole life. As mon says, auditors sounds nice but the work is shitty and low class and disgusting.. No wonder the guys at ernst and young earns so much...

Anyway, guys.. care to share with me what u wrote for ur e-journal?

Published at: 7:26 PM

I'm finally going to the headquarters. My mission there is to help mon complete her audit on dont-know-what. hahahaha quite happy cos is a totally new environment. Maybe quite log-cock but still its something new for me to look forward to!! The most important thing is... Mr Chua will not be there to watch my every move!!!!!

Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!

May everyone enjoy their fourth week into sip!!
Three weeks down, eight more weeks to go!!!!!

YeaaAHH!!

Published at: 1:23 AM

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Half day of work today. Very relaxing. Surfed the net for half of the time i was in office. Chit-chatted for one quarter of the day. Agus and Amos was asking bout birthdays and sorts.. Then they made a comment about me being made on valentines day!! hahaha so interesting but quite close i guess..

Mandy was very du-lan with you-know-who for buying the same stuff as her and kept denying it... so obvious....

Published at: 1:19 AM

Friday, November 05, 2004

Went on a mini shopping spree and spent all of my pay for oct (only$100+) on silly stuffs but i felt so happy afterwards. Sort of like indulging myself for a day after all the sufferings for the past few weeks. So happie!

Published at: 10:42 PM

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Stop thinking about it! Stop thinking about it! Or it will result in another round of depression or 'hua-chi-ness'.

Sighs.... My stress level is about to increase from 0 to 90%. April and guys are gonna let me try auditing the car loan and dealer's loan all by myself... Like mac and guys say... i can never get away from cars and log cards. Come to think of it i dont think i mind the increase in stress level, compared to having nothing to do.

I have a lot in mind which cannot be put into words... at least not here.....

I am confused.

Why?

Published at: 10:23 PM