`My journey of Complex Complications and Happy Happiness

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

I have been in my company for almost six months already... Cant believe it. I can truely appreciate the meaning of time flies. I learnt a lot and i can say i have changed. I learnt to jump into people's mind and think the way they are thinking then whilst in their mind, i think using my own mind so that i can understand their motives and counter-attack. Sounds tiring to me. But thanks to the sneaky people who earns big bucks, i am who i am now six months into my job.

I cant say i have reached the maximum capacity. I am not even half way. Still have sooo much to learn and master. Life could be quite meaningless sometimes. Work, work and work, look forward to 'TGIF' day, then to holidays, and work work work. Sometimes i wonder the point of working. Do we work for the money? Or for the satisfaction? Or what?

Sometimes, I wish time passes quickly so that i know what will happen after six months, so that i can snatch my degree from whoever is with-holding it from me, so that i can buy the things that i want etc....
But I also hope time will slow down. Everytime someone says i am so young, i will be soo frightened because one day, everyone is going to stop saying i am young and i am going to start hearing myself say the same things to someone else...

Isnt life full of contradictions.

Published at: 10:52 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Its the eighth day of the new year and i am still suffering from the post-new-year whatever-you-call-it (my vocab is deproving at an alarming rate!!) Have been procrastinating typing this blog for so long that when i wanted to pen this now, i have a lot of trouble recalling the details of new year's eve.

Reached Mac's house at almost 9 and Jennifer came to me with a not-so-new news... (it started approximately one year ago) and Mac kept this secret from us for a YEAR!!!! can you imagine... Anyway i was so surprised that i just said: "what?" and it was a nanosecond later before my brain processed the information.

Anyway, Lorong H was crowded with Mac's relatives and friends' cars the whole night... Met some of Mac's one year meet once friends. This year most of the guys have shorter hair and i think they looked better. In fact, i couldnt recognise one of them - jeremy cos of his hair!!! Hahahaha... Mac also changed quite a bit since i last saw her. Her house was so crowded and guess what.... There were cameramen taking pictures too... (WOW)

We took photos, catch up with each other and waitied for midnight to come. Sometime before midnight, we sang birthday song and Mac cut her birthday cake (her birthday cake was very kiddish and had dinosaur on it, she chose it herself by the way). This year she also had a pianist to accompany her birthday song. Because her house was so crowded, most of Mac's friend was standing on her staircase. Thought that was quite photogenic (hee).

The spraying started when mac took a can and 'tested' it on me and rovin. IRRITATING and it started about 10 mins before midnight. This year the spraying and ribbons supply was twice the amount last year and it went on for more than 1 hour. Everytime i think it is ending, someone will come out with a fresh box of aerosol cans, and it will start all over again. This year i think we aged a lot cos halfway through we were like already sitting down and resting with a can of spray in each hand for self protection. It was so crazy that the guys started spraying at every car that pass by and everyone was screaming happy new year. At the end of the spraying, the whole driveway and road in front of her house was filled with 2 inch deep of cans, ribbons and all the gooey stuffs (ewww but it was fun).

Then everyone started to help to clean up after the party and guess what.... the police came!!! Wow thought that was quite... erm.. interesting. They just stood and watch everyone clean up. And the guys were so irritated at them that they made up irritating and cheeky jokes subtlely to spite them.

Was about 2-3 plus when everything was neat and clean... Then we spend the night chitchatting and

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talking about everything under the stars, under the sun, under the moon, under the whatever.
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We really talked bout everything and slowly one by one, each of her friends left or fell asleep... In the end, left 3 of us and we talked bout ghost story and blah blah blah... then i went home and slept away the new year....

Cant wait to look at the pictures... and now i have to go and start on my 3000-words essay.....

Just yesterday, Jennifer told me she has an ulcer... AGAIN!!! oh no... sigh guess i shall be a nice person and listen to her ulcer complains.... Hope her ulcer gets well soon so that i can have peace... OOopps....

Published at: 2:17 PM