`My journey of Complex Complications and Happy Happiness

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Went to TCC (Temasek Convention Centre not The Coffee Connoisseur) for the entrepreneur talk... The reason we are there is cos they say some of the mid sem test questions will be based on the talk. In the end, we did not learn anything from the guest speakers from Fish & Co, Pasta Mania and some tyre company. They dont look professional and they dont have the air of Business man... I think one of them is a gay.

Its time for a character-wash..

Published at: 1:35 AM

Friday, January 28, 2005

Had an enlightening talk with david...
But i am not enlightened!!

Life is still unfair. veryveryvery unfair....

Published at: 2:42 PM

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Done with SIP report and POE...
Next up is MA proj...
Then is tuts and lects
Followed by Mid sem test ??
And lots and lots of proj meeting
After that will be reports, reports and REPORTS
Then presentations, study study study
And..... we will graduate!!!!!!!!!

Not sure if i should be happy or sad....

Published at: 10:07 PM

Watched this drama serial on TV. Its about this girl who has heart disease and have only a few more weeks to leave. The story is basically quite cliche but after watching her, the way she smile even though she is in great pain and her views of life, I think i will treasure every single minute of my life. Because life is short.

Published at: 10:03 PM

Saturday, January 22, 2005

I HAVE to post this. I really HAVE to...
This pinky is soooo loh-so....
Asked me in the morning if i going for NAPFA. Told her no.
Then at night asked me again "sure ah".
YAH confirmed!!! baskets... (so long never scold baskets le)

Hahaha "we stand by together no matter what... Baskets forever"

Baskets forever?!?!??!?!
What on earth is baskets forever?
What a good baskets forever....

Published at: 1:52 AM

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Sometimes i feel i am trying to be fake clever (kay kiang).
Ownself problem cannot solve can go and give people advice....

Projects are always sickening and stressful but this sem i feel that the projects are killing me, killing you, killing all.....
Dont know if it is my subconscious but everytime i open a word document, be it sip report of international business research, i seem to have a fever....

But mysteriously, the fever will disappear after i switch off the pc....

Published at: 11:15 PM

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Talent

This is the word; "tightrope".
Now imagine a man,
inching across it in the space
between our thoughts.
He holds our breath.
There is no word "net"
You want him to fall don't you?
I guessed as much; he teeters but suceeds.
The word "applause" is written all over him.

-Carol Ann Duffy

Published at: 3:51 AM

Can anyone tell me how to describe an organisation structure in english?

Published at: 3:34 AM

Friday, January 14, 2005

Had a sort of last last relaxation before the start of all the projects, projects and projects.
Must be serious and work extremely hard for the LAST sem because this is going to be the LAST time....
SHould i be happy?

I think i should but at the same time i am frightened to death.....

Published at: 11:26 PM

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Jennifer: "This week is almost gone. Attened 3 out of 4 tutorials (as of today) and realised that there are so many things to do. Individual Journals, Individual Reports, SIP Report, Main Written Reports, Mid Sem Tests, Class Quiz etc. Damn! I feel so helpless...Can some one save me? ha ha ha~ I miss Mac and Lynne. I miss their laughter. I miss those times that we shared, no matter if its chiong-ing for projects or playing pool or chilling out at jupiter cafe. I really miss all those."

Just today during MA 2 tutorial and when we discussing when to meet up for projects, I suddenly miss Mac and Pinky a lot a lot. Didnt think it would be so serious but its really tough without their laughters and vulgarities. Several times i will think how nice if we are in the same class.

Published at: 10:00 PM

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

We are supposed to meet up with the guys from credit risk control today to watch the dont-know-what of chucks or something like that. Then just about half an hour before i leave my house, they send me a message saying movie cancelled! I ask why and you know what he said? He said somethings' on... OBVIOUSLY!!
The actual reason is cos Mandy's bringing 2 other guys along and they bu shuang.
Then never mind, Randy even told mandy that his girlfriend looked like me....

Was rather disgusted I felt like puking.
Why do i have common face...
I'm going to puke.......

Published at: 11:18 PM

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Felt so guilty...
Getting more and more fickle-minded. I cant seem to be able to make up my mind recently. On a lot of stuffs.
Maybe a monster has taken over my mind.

Published at: 8:28 PM

Thursday, January 06, 2005

The International Business lecturer was damn funnny. Jennifer and i will (hopefully) look forward to this lecture.

As per Jennifer's request: "Our $4.90 Thai Ice Tea was replaced by a 2 for $1.65 Pokka Ice Lemon Tea and Green Tea"

I cant make up my mind. I am wavering. I am scared of leaving behind 'what-ifs'.
How? I need someone to make THE decision for me.

Published at: 10:19 PM

Monday, January 03, 2005

Today was a happie day! Didnt think mom would agree to let me go...

Anyway, first day of school and all three baskets skipped the legal aspect of business lecture...
We met Irwin to watch movie.

Jennifer's recommendation: Meet the Fockers
My recommendation: Phantom of the Opera

Movie watched: Meet the Phantom a.k.a. Phantom of the Opera!

Wow... Mac fell asleep right from the start and sharen cried at least twice.
Phantom is stupendous!!
I think i will die without regrets.

Published at: 6:53 PM

i wish i can turn back time so that i can undo everything. but i guess it's fate doings...
Fate does strange things to people especially the confused.

Published at: 1:33 AM

Saturday, January 01, 2005

I was reading through my archive for the past few months and realised that we have all come a long way. It seemed like only yesterday when we had out first tutorial (Comm Skills) in Jan 2004 (Year 2 Sem 2) and i was sitting beside Jennifer who i've met only a few times. Macvis was sitting at the other end of the room with Aya. We were like practically strangers. Jennifer and MAcvis never even see each other before.
Then fate allow us to be group mates. Our first project group was horrendous. We simply could not get along with the others and mac was the sort of in the middle. Jennifer and i was accused of politics because we are always doing everything together! Anyway we managed to scrape through the semester.

The second part of the year (year 3 sem 1) was where we were tested on our patience, crapping skills, baskets skills etc when the three of us had 2 other 101% certified slackers in our group. This semester was an unforgettable one. First, we had slacker #1 who have the habit of copying and paste-ing. Then we had a super skinny #2 who keeps complaining she is fat and has friends in the hougang siao. Mac and her were practically enemies.

Towards project datelines, we begun to spend more time at mac house. Accompanied by Edmund and Irwin. Together, we completed 5 of the toughest projects in one week. Our friendship and group cohesiveness was put through the test during this period as we abused each other with our shortcomings.

We had our share of hardship but we also have our fun times. The zouk incident with tricia and the cab driver was funny. The dinner at Tony Roma's. Not forgetting the spooked lab 8 with the moving cursors (RAYMOND was the culprit) and how our hair will stand when we go into lab 8.

SIP was also another new experience for us. I'm not sure whether you guys remember but before the SIP we were thinking bout the clothes prob etc. Then when SIP started, we were scolding baskets and complaining bout everything. Now SIP has ended and before long we will graduate.

Published at: 8:06 PM

WEnt to Mac house. I was rather late and by the time i was there the party was in full swing!!
Met one of macvis classmates in secondary school - Winnie (ming fang). I thought she looked very familliar and thought maybe she was from tp. When she asked me you dont remember me? I was racking my brain wondering which project i did with her or which of the many class we were in. Then she said NTUC Income! I was shocked cos i have absolutely no recollection at all. Until she said she used to sit at the reception with another girl from JC. Then i remembered. NEver will i expect her to be macvis teo's sec friend. So qiao.

Mac bought boxes and boxes of dont-know-what-you-call-it (some kind of spray) and everyone had a bottle and started spraying at everyone. AFter the party the whole place was in a big messss. SO we started to help out with the cleaning. Mac pls debit my pay into my account k. thanks!!!

We were sitting outside when nelson, geok fang and deng started this emergency revival thing. It was so silly but i found it rather funny. All the 100 bp and 200 dont know what....

Yesterday, a new group called the 'chou chou gang' (smelly gang) was formed cos its members did not bring extra clothes to change!

After that they played monopoly. It was nice to observe everyone's reaction and expresssion while they were throwing the dice, collecting money, paying money, buying houses, hotels etc.
Nelson, Irwin, Rovin and PS proceeded to #03-01 to play mahjong while jeremy slept and Raymond and PT and some of them were downstairs. The girls were chit chatting and doing nothing.
Oh forgot to say sorry to mac for holding on to her little blue mickey mouse the whole night.

Went home around six plus and the cab driver told me a lot of things about a lot of things and i just chit chatted with him. Now i know the rent for a cab and the expenses and profit at the back of my hand.

Happy New Year to all and Happy 20 Birthday to macvis in advance!!

Published at: 7:43 PM

Happy New Year!!!

Yesterday was the last day of SIP and it was rather nolstalgic. The last day and mandy stuck paper in the photocopier. Randy, mandy and i was figuring out how to remove the paper when the two of them apparently heard me calling them 'Dear..' they were so shocked they just stood there and looked at me. So embarrassing! Another stunt Randy did was shred my reflection! I was standing in front of the shredding machine reading my reflection and wondering if i should shred it when Randy just snatched it from me and put it into the shredding machine...
My natural reaction was to shout at him. The whole office just stopped and turned to look at us........ Embarrassed again..

Walked to the bus stop with mandy after work and we were reflecting on our journey for the past 11 weeks. It was rather sad. We will have no more chance to have lunch with our usual khaki of car-lovers. We will miss the times when we will just point out cars and test randy.
They say they will miss the times when i will bring out yellow files and question them about the status of the case. But they were quite happy there was no audit points for their department.

Anyway farewell are supposed to be sad but i am more than happy to see the end of audits, though i will definitely miss the people there. I will never go into auditing. It is 100% not me.

Published at: 7:11 PM