`My journey of Complex Complications and Happy Happiness

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

I have been in my company for almost six months already... Cant believe it. I can truely appreciate the meaning of time flies. I learnt a lot and i can say i have changed. I learnt to jump into people's mind and think the way they are thinking then whilst in their mind, i think using my own mind so that i can understand their motives and counter-attack. Sounds tiring to me. But thanks to the sneaky people who earns big bucks, i am who i am now six months into my job.

I cant say i have reached the maximum capacity. I am not even half way. Still have sooo much to learn and master. Life could be quite meaningless sometimes. Work, work and work, look forward to 'TGIF' day, then to holidays, and work work work. Sometimes i wonder the point of working. Do we work for the money? Or for the satisfaction? Or what?

Sometimes, I wish time passes quickly so that i know what will happen after six months, so that i can snatch my degree from whoever is with-holding it from me, so that i can buy the things that i want etc....
But I also hope time will slow down. Everytime someone says i am so young, i will be soo frightened because one day, everyone is going to stop saying i am young and i am going to start hearing myself say the same things to someone else...

Isnt life full of contradictions.

Published at: 10:52 PM